Off to Sunny San Diego

Well, to be fair, we have been having great weather up here too. But its more than the sun...its my HOME back at school with all my dear wonderful friends that I haven't seen in like forever and I won't see for a while yet. Its my last day of work, which is also very exciting. The whole no-longer-recieving-a-paycheck thing is not so exciting. Oh well, I guess I'm just going to have to cut down on my Hemés scarf purchases (HA!)

Tyler and I have been arguing and trying to figure out how to get over each other. I guess its not helping that we stil talk on the phone. Well, that will change in a little over a week when I am in Paris and not able to talk to him. Here's the dilema:

I told him that since we aren't together anymore, of course I would expect that he would date people. He was like "no, I don't want to. you'll get mad or hurt. I just couldn't do that. I'm still in love with you..." etc. I finally convinced him that I really would be OK with it. So, then he tells me that he's taking a girl out next weekend. Well, I FLIPPED! (turns out it wasn't really even a date, but whatever) I was like "I can't believe that you could get over me that fast and go out with another girl! Well, I guess since we're not together anymore you can do what you want! etc." and then I pretty much hung up on him. NOT A GOOD WAY TO HANDLE THIS SITUATION! now he's gun shy about even mentioning other girls to me after I convinced him that I truly would be cool with it and then flipped out. Yeesh. This is complicated